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Aren't guys supposed to be easy to understand?

So my best friend Lindsay and I have been reflecting on our last couple romantic relationships with guys.  All the guys have been amazing people.  They've given all of these signals and even said things about love, the future, etc., all the stuff that will obviously make a girl fall hard.  Things will appear to be going well...  Then out of nowhere:

They pull the "just friends" card.

Seriously, what the hell?  We are confused about why guys do this.  Girls are straightforward about how we feel about these guys.  And everything we have ever heard or experienced with these guys points to romantic feelings, not simply a platonic relationship.

I totally appreciate having friends of the opposite sex, but why would you lead someone on for months, to then at the drop of a hat, when things seem to be going in the ideal direction, drop the just friends.

It's happened in the same day before.  Getting a message from your male significant other on how much they love you and how they want to spend the rest of their life with you, then later that day - sorry, we're just friends.

It doesn't make sense.  I am genuinely perplexed.  Can anyone shed light on this male emotional retardation? 

I know it doesn't apply to all guys, but like seriously, WTF????

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Annual Check-In

So be honest.... who misses me? Haha...

I always forget I have this. And there are a lot of memories I wrote about in highschool that I want to just forget and delete. But will I regret that? I've grown a lot as an individual and feel like I have knowledge beyond my years based on the heartbreak I've been through.

I've fallen hard for this guy that I've known for almost 3 years. He's perfect in every way in my opinion. Unfortunately, he's been working out of Hong Kong for the past year. I'm okay with waiting for him to come home. I just hope he comes home to me when he does decide to move back. I guess we'll see since only the future can tell. I just feel blessed to have him in my life as a friend.

Other than that, I'm still living the Bulldog Nation dream up here in Athens. School is a bitch. These upper level science courses are so hard to be successful in. It's exhausting. I still can't believe I only have 2 full semesters left until I graduate... And I start applying to vet school this summer...

I remember being a little girl dreaming about these days.

Now I'm terrified.

Why is being a science major so damn hard?

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True Story... I still exist.

So I always forget I still have this xanga... Since I haven't updated it in almost 2 years...

So I'm at UGA living the dream. I have since switch from an animal health major to a poultry science major, still with the pre-vet med focus. I also rushed my freshman year and went Pi Beta Phi, which I love! I live in the Pi Phi house right now and I couldn't imagine living anywhere else.

I've met some of my best friends at UGA and in Pi Phi. I thought about transferring out to San Diego but I honestly couldn't leave Athens. I love it here way too much. I still wish I was studying marine biology, but we all make sacrifices to acheive our dreams.

The past two years have been a wild ride and I wouldn't change anything... accept that whole arrested for a MIP last year in my dorm. Literally just a year and a day ago... That was a rough night.

I hope everyone is still doing well out in xanga-land haha

I'll catch you kids on the flip side...

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So I've since graduated.

I went on my graduation trip with Sarah, Annie(my older sister), my mom and sarah's mom.  It was a five day Carnival Cruise around the Caribbean starting in Miami, then going to Key West, then Cozumel, Mexico, then back to Miami and finally a very turbulent flight back to Atlanta... that was fun.  It was insane.  I won a dance competition.  We partied hard.  I'm pretty sure I was still actively drunk a day after I got home.

Now I'm working at Capital City Country Club managing the swim team and basically being an assistant coach without the title.  It's a ton of fun I love the group of people I'm working with.  And it pays well which is definitely an added bonus for me as I get ready to head off to college.

So I have my volunteer job lined up at the Georgia Aquarium for the fall. I'm so excited about it.

My roomie Madeline and I are an awesome team. They tried to assign us to an all girls dorm for next year and we were like hell no and we're both actively working on getting reassigned to a coed dorm.  It's not really college without a coed dorm, I mean honestly!

Anyways I have to go run some errands before I go to work today.  It was lovely posting for you folks again even though I'm pretty sure Sarah is the only one who tries to read this anymore.  Oh well c'est la vie.  Later kids, maybe I'll post again at some point.

hello strangers. i don't feel like writing a lot but i just thought i'd stop by.

i'm going to uga. woot.

i have a super cool roomie.

her name is madeline.

we're going to have the pimpest room ever.

the end.